Look Down !!!

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peace bro sist :D

Coldplay - Fix You

"Coldplay - Fix You"

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Tears stream down on your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Coldplay - X & Y

Fighting with my weak hand

Driven to distraction

It's all part of the plan

When something is broken

and you try to fix it

Trying to repair it anyway you can

I dive in at the deep end

and you become my best friend

I want to love you but I don’t know if I can

I know something is broken

and I’m trying to fix it

Trying to repair it anyway I can

Oooohh, oooohh

Oooohh, oooohh

You and me are floating on a tidal wave… together

You and me are drifting into outer space

and singing

Oooohh, oooohh

You and me are floating on a tidal wave… together

You and me are drifting into outer space

You and me are floating on a tidal wave… together

You and me are drifting into outer space

and singing

Oooohh, oooohh

Oooohh, oooohh

The Cranberries - Linger

"The Cranberries - Linger"

If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

pretty good song with pretty good music.
it's just so awkward that this kinda song played on a film like 'Click' that supposed to be a comedy film, but thanks to them who make this film as the ost. so that I can hear it and fell in love with it.
enjoy it :)

download link: www.mediafire.com/?7y6amy0jn5j

Insomniac

my eyes are open wide and it's 1:22 AM already
sh.. -_-

Think about it!

Good Charlotte - Emotionless

Hey dad
I’m writing to you
Not to tell you
That I still hate you
Just to ask you
How you feel
And how we fell apart
How this fell apart

Are you happy out there
In this great wide world
Do you think about your sons
Do you miss your little girl
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night
Do you even wonder if we’re alright
But we’re alright
We’re alright

It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok but we’re alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years
Learning how to survive
Now I’m writing just to let you know
I’m still alive

The days I spent
So cold, so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside
This tattooed body
There’s things I’ll take
To my grave
But I’m ok
I’m ok

It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok but we’re alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I’m writing just to let you know
I’m still alive
And I’m still alive

Sometimes I forget
Yeah, and this time
I’ll admit that I miss you
Said I miss you

It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok but we’re alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I’m writing just to let you know
I’m still alive

And sometimes I forget
This time I’ll admit
That I miss you
I miss you
Hey dad


mungkin kalian pikir good charlotte gak bisa bikin lagu sedih kayak gini ya.
gue juga gak nyangka, bahkan gue agak terkejut good charlotte bikin lagu sedih kayak gini.
coba lo baca sampe abis, kalo bisa sambil denger lagunya deh ini linknya:

Good Charlotte - Emotionless (live) Go CRY!

kalo di artiin ni lagu berarti si anak rindu sama ayahnya walaupun ayahnya udah ninggalin dia dan keluarganya dalam keadaan yang nggak bisa dibayangin pake akal manusia.
tapi yang mengejutkan si anak rindu sama ayahnya walaupun udah ditinggalin kayak gitu aja.
coba deh ngaca ke diri kita sendiri, apa kita udah nunjukkin kita cita ama ayah kita?
pernah gak kebayang gimana perasaan kalian kalo ntar kalian gak bisa ketemu ayah kalian selama beberapa waktu misalnya pas kuliah.
kita gak tau apa yang terjadi sama dia, kita gak bisa berbagi pikiran dengan dia kita juga gak bisa ngasih kado ulang tahun dia secara langsung dan ngeliat senyumnya waktu ngebuka kado itu.
apa kalian gak sedih?

well, memang perasaan tiap manusia berbeda - beda tapi postingan kali ini cuma sekedar opini dari seorang blogger yang tinggal jauh dari orangtua. thanks for the awesome attention :D

Think about it!

beberapa postingan gue ttg ayah/papa/bokap/bapak/abi

first second

you will not see this wonderful world without your parents
this post is originally by @wafiakmal

3 bulan lagi (kurang lebih sih)

Gak kerasa waktunya jadi anak SMA udah mo abis. Padahal kayak baru kemaren deh homestay ama latdis (baca=penggosongan kulit) eh tau-tau udah mau tamat aja.

Dari sekolah 3 tahun ini, udah banyak memori terukir di benak gue. Pahit manis asem asin udah kerasa semua di lidah dan dengan berhasil menjalar ke otak di kepala. Ada perasaan terpendam dan gak terungkapkan, ada temen-temen deket yang tentunya nyampe mati gak bakal bisa dilupain, ada kenangan di asrama yang bakal selalu terukir di dalem kepala, ada amarah guru yang kalo diinget bisa jadi cambuk biar maju, dan yang gak bakal dilupain tentunya kegiatan-kegiatan kesiswaan yang dengan rajinnya dari kelas 1 kita ikutin. Banyak dan lengkap pokoknya memori selama SMA. Sulit untuk ngebayanginnya kereta yang udah selama 3 tahun ini berjalan tinggal sebentar lagi nyampe ke stasiun berikutnya.*i feel kinda sad while writing this paragraph*

our beloved school gate

Walaupun masih 3 bulan lagi (kurang lebih) semua kegiatan ini selesai gue udah mulai ngerasa beda. Mungkin karena udah jelas banget ya tempat kuliah kita bakal beda-beda sesuai ama cita-cita yang udah dari sebelum SMA dipupuk. Ada yang di ITB, UGM, UI, Unsri, ITS dan lain-lain. Banyak yang pengen jadi dokter, ada yang pengen jadi Insinyur, ada yang pengen jadi peneliti, ada yang pengen kerja di NASA, Freeport, World Bank, BI dan banyak lagi. Semua cita-cita tinggi dan enggak nanggung-nanggung. Mungkin guru bisa bilang angkatan kita gak sebagus angkatan-angkatan sebelumnya, mungkin banyak juga yang bilang kalo di antara kita banyak yang nakal, tapi inget kawan badai itu gak selamanya, selama kita masih bisa bertahan dan membuktikan diri kita kita pasti bisa. Yak, at last kita cuma bisa berdoa dan berusaha, pada akhirnyaq Allah SWT. yang bakal nentuin kemana langkah kaki kita bakal melanjutkan petualangannya. So, let's work hard, study hard, try to give our best at every aspect and don't forget to pray to The Almighty Allah SWT.

HIDUP SELUSIN! WITH OUR KNOWLEDGE WE WILL REACH THE TOP OF THE WORLD!

INGAT! *Manusia Pintar Tanpa Akal dan Norma Tentu Bukanlah Siapa-Siapa* Pak Parmin